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well; just now i was talking wif my mommy..she asked me; whye i came home late?
then i told her the truth that i was slacking at sc & after that i met aidil's famILY..
she asked me; who is Aidil? & i told her thats my new boyfee mommy..
u meet aidil's famILY at where? i reply; at Teh Tarik nearby sc..
she said oke.. but i need to myt hym & i wana knw wats hys behaviour lyk..
mane tawu prgi Aidil same dgn TALIB.. & i told her; NO; hys nort oke..
wateva it is akiey; i still nyd to myt hym..i reply oke..
end the conversation at here..
inside my room;
i asked myself whye she must compare AIDIL same as TALIB?!!
aidil way much'much BETTER then that ASSHOLE!!
whye must she tynq negative at AIDIL??
mom!im trying to FORGET abt TALIB u knw!!
but whye u must said hys name AGAIN & AGAIN & remind me about all the past?!?!
he already threw me & dont nyd me anymore after wat he done to me..& whye u must make me remind of hym again?!
pls mom; i beg u; STOP saying hys name again..i DONT wish to HEAR it AGAIN..
i DAMN hym so MUCH oke.. NOW all i nyd is AIDIL!!
i bet that he can change me into a BETTER person!! just give hym a chance to prove u that his much BETTER than talib..
oke mommy?(=
dear aidil;
i jus dont understand wif u.. whye u must throw ur tantrums towards me?
its just a SMALL matter & u make a BIG FUSS!!wtf!?!
wat is this cyg?! da lame i diamkn diri i tawu & maafkn u byk kali..
u taq pernah SEKALI mtk maaf kt i..u tawu taq!!
tapy i da taqle agkd lagy dgn prgi u this tym.. ape slh i??
knp u asyik naq mrh'mrh i?! i nie MATAER u; BUKAN kwn u oke!!
laen laa KALAU i dgn u KAWAN; i taq pcl uh naq MRH; MRH laa..
abey skrg nyq; tatawu naq ckp SORRY laa kat i?
u; i klu bley TANAK kehlgan U..i SAYANG kt u!
u fhm taq?!i cume NAQ u buktikn yg u SAYANGKN i..
& SPENT tym dgn I!!
ITU je..TKKN susah sgt?!
knp asyik i je yg mengalah & asyik ckp SORRY kt u wlupn U yg UAT slh kt I?!
pls eyq u; i pn ade PERASAAN! BUKAN mcm u! TAQDE perasaan langsung mcm anjing!!
keje u tawu naq MRH'MRH; SPENT tym dgn KWN u & GAME u!
pls laa aidil; WAKE UP & GROW UP laa eyyQ!
klu u keep on lyk this; im SORRY; i jus wana LET YOU GO & pls; GET OUT FROM MY LIFE!!
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