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Hello babies!
So today; i meet my bby rinni laa!
wahhs; so super duper great ykno..
first jumpe jek; da hughug mcm org gler..
hahaha; baeqq...
maken hawt laa eyy dyerh! hahaha!
well; thats all about her..
continue abt skewl yaw..
today skewl; as per normal..
came late; bey cikgu fav aqu mengamok siol!
hahaha; first tym dyerh mrh laa eyy..
beyy dyerh puji aku siol!
qymaq; pehh cute..hahahah..
baeq..akiey cair! nyaha!
siol uh eyy akiey..
bey lps tuhh; meet boyfie..
oke done!(:
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Sometimes; I wonder. I've done so many wrongs
and sinned a lot to my parents, yet they've been patient
wif me for all these years. Okay, this ain't gonna
be emotional; but just how I feel deep inside.
As a little girl, I grew up mischieviously, no doubt.
Jyeah, wateva it is, Im 17 this year..
but sadly, wont be much celebration and happy
for me.I've lost so many people, those who planned
to celebrate my bdae wif me; those who
wanted to go out wif me; those who wanted to watch this
& that wif me; but jyeah; lyk they said; i have to learn
to let go. But, I tried. And I can't. I can't study properly.
I can't eat proper meals. I can't live my normal life knowing
that you are mine. I don't know if you're safe or not, and
don't have anyone to turn to. You were there for me, but now...
I don't know where you are. Probly having fun with those tons of chickies.
I regret for wat to pretend that thing are okay, but no, not anymore.
I cant bear the pain, sweetheart. Yeah; you're being mean, guys
are always lyk that huh. Ego. Tell me bout it. I shouldn't let
her to cntct you. but, it's too late huh? You're happy now, I can see
that. It's god damn obvious. Just that for once, i know you're
sacrificed for me. And excuse me, I sacrificed a lot more, I think.
Look, I just felt lyk writting down my thoughts. But words just
can't describe how much you meant to me, how much i needed you,
how much i love you..You just don't know, how much I Miss you!
Labels: sorry for the pain i caused
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