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My smile was my make up today although my closest one knows that i was faking it. Im sorry people. I know; Im the one making the decisions. I know how hurtful it felts for the other party but I have to think about myself too..I mean like; I've got feelings and I dont wanna do something for the sake of someone who pulls me down most of the time. I have to let this go..I have my own way of living..
Cause all we ever did was fight.
We were so disfunctional.
Now I've forgotten all the times,
And all the days that I was lovin you.
I've already closed that door,
I dont want to be in the pain I felt before.
So now, I can be myself,
Without your approval at all.
So yes, I had enough of people controlling my life. I dont wish to repeat any mistakes. I shall take this as a lesson learned and most probably learned from my wrong doings. Na'uh, Im gonna neglect you cos' I remembered telling you that it's still gonna be the 4 of us so yes, at any point of time, you may just wanna beep my cell cos' ykno I love you guys a lot so I really dont mind spending my time for you guys now. I love you, my people.
I really hope you respect my decisions like you did told me before. Love me; Leave Me
Labels: i miss you alots dearest wakky
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