<
ok,semalam gadoh dgn bf uh.i prefer to be silent for awhile. tapy bler aqu da silent; aqu mcm ryndu dyerh & risau pcl dyerh laa plaq. im too jealous when he ex text hym yesterday. macam ape seh,his ex keep on contacting hym. (sumpah tak perlu) please eh,kalau kau da tak fhm bahasa MELAYU; tolong laa pergi SEKOLAH alek gy blaja. qaw tak fhm ke dyerh da ade aqu? sal mesty picet mataer aqu? jealous just cakap. after all, HIS MINE ! =DDDDD so, buto miskin lor. oops* bf pon, gatal pergi agkd dier punya call semalam . NBCB !
i can't control nor hide my emotions sometimes, well most of the time to be precise.
Grumpy is the second best word to describe me, oh yes i like to complain, i'm a grumbler,
always complaint but will ended with laughter. That is to why fighting is so not me (if you
get me). But I'll tend to ignore that person and just be silent if i'm moody or mad with
someone or something. Boyfriend always get this from me, and i pity him too (haha), thank
god i'm able to get back to myself in just a few minutes time, it's like a premenstrual
syndrome i must say. It sure is annoying, and i'm sorry. I too don't mind those eyes if it
wants to 'wander' around, but when she's gorgeous that's where i mind, i'll get oh so jealous
of it for nothing. Gah. Unlike him, He's cool with almost everything.He can hide and control
his emotions, it's not like he has no feelings, it's just that he doesn't want to make the
situation more worse, and also, nothing to talk or argue about if it's such small matters.
Common senses lah huh, and i guess he trust me that much. But me... hmpf! It needs
to be balance lah hor, i'll try again.
Women can't control their emotions, but as for men, they find it hard to express
their emotions. Women, they always have mood swing, and lucky thing my man
doesn't swing me.
i was wrong to hate your friends, to hate you too. cause i know they're fun to be with.
humans are born with curiosity so they like to try and experience new things, then let
them be. you gave me freedom and you love me for who i am, but i didn't do the same
way you did. you care about me, still, and you've always been there, but i just didn't
notice it; i was blind. at least a lil' space is just what they need, so stop craving for their
attention, and i know i should stop being envious or jealous over stupid things because i
know for sure deep down inside, there's only me (haha.. right!).the silence is bothering
me sometimes, but actually that's just how we communicate for now. weird isn't it? i
hate to have this on and off mood; being okay and not mood, and him, he's fine with
everything all the time, when i say everything, means everything, he's just the most
sungguh patient guy i've ever met, and me, kept nagging at him about the silence and
some other stuffs, how bad. it seems like i'm not being fair to us, and i'm still trying to
change so that there won't be any ups and downs anymore. i want our love to be
smooth and i love us.stay longer, i need you.
br>
